Over the past 12 years I've been using/abusing drugs such as Adderall/Xanax/Klonopin, etc..
Marijuana too. but especially.
Don't use any more, but my desire to do stuff is in the shitter. I've never kept a job longer than 16 months, and have never had a girlfriend
Just recently I tried to quit cigarettes too. But keep going back, cause I don't have a desire to do anything.
Alcohol is really easy to control for me, only drink 1 a day. Anyone got ideas for sober living besides watching TV/bowling/helping homeless all day?
Im not too familiar with effects of the drugs you said you take, but i do know that xanax/klonopin withdrawals can be deadly, i think this is common knowledge. but those drugs can be very dangerous.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Benzodiazepine_withdrawal_syndromeDoesn't sound fun...