Over the past 12 years I've been using/abusing drugs such as Adderall/Xanax/Klonopin, etc..
Marijuana too. but especially.
Don't use any more, but my desire to do stuff is in the shitter. I've never kept a job longer than 16 months, and have never had a girlfriend
Just recently I tried to quit cigarettes too. But keep going back, cause I don't have a desire to do anything.
Alcohol is really easy to control for me, only drink 1 a day. Anyone got ideas for sober living besides watching TV/bowling/helping homeless all day?
Take suboxone. This way your doing drug rehab and you get to feel good at the same time. 3 years sober here with Suboxone. I spent over 60 months locked up. Since I started using subs, I haven't been to jail 1 time.
I've been on subs for over 3 years now, no cravings for opiates - got into hydrocodone after being injured in a freak accident in the gym while training for a powerlifting meet years ago, got to where I was popping 25 lorcets a day- suboxone was like a new lease on life, only thing is getting off of them is hell and the pharmaceutical companies knew this and can profit immensely from it, I'll probably be on them for the rest of my life but it is by far the lesser of two evils.