Thnak you for the reply, and i am no troll

this is the transaction Id: 9ba164d2f43457a8ef6e352a2a700b12b0275370b0ea835222076458be06002a-000 however i was not able to find it anywhere. i am using Bitcoin Core Version v0.11.0 (64-Bit)
this whole thing makes me feel somehow unsure....

any ideas what could have happend?
as i wrote the check mark on the left to the transaction shows a question mark and not a confirmed "check"
grateful for any ideas...
In core do:
Help -> Debug Window -> Console and enter:
getrawtransaction 9ba164d2f43457a8ef6e352a2a700b12b0275370b0ea835222076458be06002a
it should return a long code. If it does you can use the code with
decoderawtransaction to see your transaction and use it with
sendrawtransaction to rebroadcast the transaction.
If core does return an error (e.g. No information available about transaction (code -5)) the best course of action might be to remove the TX from the wallet.