Quote from: otrkid70 on June 20, 2016, 08:17:58 PM

This is a reach out for anyone one the verge of Thinking there is no options.

Last Monday The 13th just shy of 2 months after losing my 26 year old beautiful daughter i was so depressed. I already had enough Beer in my that i'm surprised i didn't die of alcohol poisoning but if that wasn't bad enough i swallowed pills......Lots and lots of them. I was in the E.R. for 2 days in and out of a vegetable state and then i woke up.

The Doctors told me that by all rights i should have been dead. I had an I.V. in me for days and bloodwork every 2 hours to tests the rising levels pills in my system. On the third day they started coming down. They sectioned 12 me <---In case you don't know what that means they basically hold you against your will. I was just realeased this morning and have a shopping list of prescriptions and a full schedule to see the shrinks. And to top it all off My wife if 27 years wants me out and im just lost. I have no idea whats going to happen at this point in life...What do you do after 27 years??

For those of you Depressed or feeling stupid DON'T do it!!! Call the National Suicide hotline 1-800-273-8255

Tough story otrkid70. Hope things get better for you quickly. I can't imagine losing your child and then going through what you are now. Just remember.....at some point things do get better. Stay strong and you will win.

Wishing you the best.....