Wow, I am fucking pathetic. Playing Bitcoin Dice sites, I get my ass handed to me.
Over 3 days, I've been gambling on bitcoin websites. I won quite a bit. But I play very high stakes games. I tried to grow my bankroll and failed miserably. This martingale thing is like a fucking demon.
I only hold like 25 BTC, and I already lost 10 of them, in three fucking days.
Fuck my life and fuck me. How anyone could lose that much that soon is beyond me. I'm beyond hope and that's all there is to it.
I am the worst gambler in history, what reason is there for me to live?
If you still have 15 btc then it is totally not that bad yet. Especially if losing 10btc will be a good lesson for you that gambling brings losses and losses only. You better invest, say, 1btc in different altcoins. Thus you will get a chance to return the lost money at least partially. And as you now know gamling brings losses, you may also invest in some good casino and be one of those who gets the money you lost before. Good luck and stop saying there's no sense in life. Gosh, most of people in the world never have such big amounts of money as you have now.
I agree with you, hold 15 btc now is still huge amount because btc price stil increase now. Lost 10btc is bad but its not enough to end our life.
Because still hold 15 btc, Invest in some altcoin with good project may be will easy get back 10 btc in a few month. Just wake up and dont give up, our life is important for our familly