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Quote from: BitChick on May 31, 2013, 02:21:13 AM

I questioned why he had allowed me to go through some horrible things as a very young child. One day I cried out to Him for help and he showed me that he pained by the abuse too.

If he ever tells you why he allowed for your abuse to happen despite it paining him, and what his plan with all that was, please let us know.

Good question. I think the fact that I felt God

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show me that He was sad

OK, OK. You are right. Using "fact" was a poor choice of words on my part. My bad!

In a scientific way there is no way to say that it was a "fact." I guess it is just that having had a heart enraged with hate and anger for my abuser being changed to one where I literally cried tears of compassion for him and prayed for him instead felt like a miraculous "fact" in my life. I think that is why we can get into heated arguments over these things. It feels like a fact to me based on how I have changed.