Half of my remaining hours I will spent with my loving wife. Part of my remaining hours i will spent approaching, if not all, persons that i had grudge with and try to make peace with them. The remeining hours i will spent talking to god and ask for forgiveness so that i may die in peace.
Dude. Don't listen to the people here. They didn't live your pain. They don't know what you are feeling. Sure, their lives are fine and they feel good. No wonder they don't want to quit. But if they had the loss you had, maybe they would feel differently. Only the person can decide what is right for them. The others opinion is just rubbish.
Do what is best for you man. Don't listen to fools.
I see you have been roaming on this forum trolling: what's a matter with you to be such a dick head ?
Have Harvey Weinstein and Kevin Spacey been raping you on the regular bases, which had turn you into such a miserable creature ?!
Please stop spreading your negativity and wasting your time and everyone else...
By the way, where do you live ? I may like to come to buy you a drink and have a chat and give you some extra BCC...
I'm sorry I don't normally wasting time online about personality issue. But I feel like you are a "special case", you may proof that my time and effort may be worth spending to help humanity.