Depressed? Go for a jog, work out in the gym, hang out with friends. Why stay in front of the computer begging for money to buy drugs/Xanax?
Add on : You have a problem, I suggest maybe try calling the Good Samaritans or some local helplines in your area. They are 24/7 at
http://www.samaritans.org/ where you can find the contact.
Because that's how pathetic my life is, honestly i lost all my friends. Drugs make me feel better, i have an addictive personality. I don't take hardcore drugs though, just pills and weed.