There is no need to throw a tantrum. Just accept and admit that you don't have the collateral, let alone ETN, to secure the loan.

You should work on that habit of routinely asking for impossible large loans. Judging from your past feedback, you seem to enjoy doing this. Not sure if it gives you sheer pleasure or if it's an ego booster. If it's something you can't kick or overcome, you should consider getting help. PM me or post your location here and I'll google a couple of psychotherapists or psychologists who can help you fight this fight.