i do not want that to remember the experience of that i gambling , i got out in casino without money in my pocket i ride car taxi then i pay in my house,
i know why i can't control myself at that time, i told myself i never go back in gambling, the lesson is gambling is very risky paly gamble for fun not to earn profits, because that day i want to earn big money which not good idea.
I personally have so many bad experience and worst moment in gambling history. Actually i am playing gambling continuously for most than 20 years, therefore i experience so many worst moment losing a lot of money in one time which i also do not want to remember again and again.
For me the worse moment in gambling is when I win in the game and then play again what I won, then regret myself when I lose all my winnings. and also after losing all the winnings, losing again my own money which is really disapointed.
This is the worst moment that I had experience.
I think most of the gambler are passing through the same situation, even if they make a big amount of money from gambling they still continue to play gambling, until they lose the winning amount back and they regret for what they have done, i they can prevent themselves from such situation in only one condition if they have a limit for their gambling activity and they also have strong control over their emotions to stop playing gambling when they reach to their limit.