do you experience that after losing on gambling that you thinking you will quit gambling for good and never come again to gambling but then next day you are already positive that you could win in gambling?
that happen to me a lot when i lose in gambling but a could never leave gambling.

I experienced the same thing. For some reason, I can't stop gambling. I think its my competitive personality that is causing me to go on gambling even if its killing me financially. Everyone who undergo the same thing can understand this. I know that I really needed the money but I still ended up playing and losing money in the process. I am lucky I got away and never look back at gambling. Having a family really helped me have a purpose in life.
Being competitive is one of the traits that I admire but being competitive in such a ridiculous game is what I cannot praise or support at all because I am well aware with the harms of this attitude. You will keep on laying until you dont come across a win. This will give you inner satisfaction. You might also win a game after losing for few time but that winning would actually be of no good in most of the situations and as per for most of the gamblers' experience. Instead of looking for winning back, I believe it must be a good decision to quit as it will end up all the war at once.