After your latest response it seems like you're coming round to accepting things as they are, I can't imagine how tough it must be but it's encouraging you're looking towards the future and trying to start again. One option, perhaps you could try show some people your system for a cost, if you can prove it works and it's something you're willing to share, I'm sure many would be willing to pay for such a thing given that I've seen a bunch of people offering such services.
Honestly this is what I have been thinking of, unfortunately I have no clue where to even find the client's to be intrested in this sort of thing, other than this forum. You think I could find a good amount of people interested? because id love to share my system, its been sad watching everyone be down in the dumps about their massive hits to their portfolios. It would be awesome to show people the way of surviving a bear market. Im currently having old classmates trying to contact him, but nothing seems to be panning out. But yeh im coming to terms with what has happened, even though the btc I made might be gone forever at least I still have the knowledge to get to that same spot again.
I totally understand a few screenshots are not suffice as "proof" but once people understand the system I have their wont be much doubt about weather or not it will work out for you as it will be clearly apparent you cant really ever loose.
For reference I was using bitmex and it was not their fault. I thought I can trust someone and shared an account with them...ik ik im a dumbass -_-
I just needed a night to cool off away from all technology but yall replies helped me calm down quite a bit. So thank you, im super appreciative of yall's support aha

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