She cant allow or disallow it because god is a figment of your imagination. She cant destroy me because she only lives in the mind of you, David Koresh, and millions of other nutters.
She has turned someone into rock salt, caused a flood that killed almost everyone, killed children, killed women, created plagues that terrorized her creations and generally shown contempt for something she created.
All blabber talk^^^. Why? Because you can't show any proof against the combined sciences of cause and effect, entropy, and complexity.
Why dont you kill yourself so you can go see her faster and at the same time save the world from having one of you types around?