OP was not online anymore for almost a week, seems like he completely quit

or did this, I hope not>
what a shitty die i want to die :/
His experience is bad with gambling because he lacks the control, he got heated in the game and chase his loses.
Everyone should learn from this, it's not an easy feeling if you lose that big amount specially when that money is for other purpose.
Gambling requires some skills in order to win but with dice, you won't need that anymore, just stay discipline to last and enjoy every winning moment as in the long run, we will still loss. Been here in crypto for awhile, tried a lot of games bu enjoyed most of them, sometimes I loss but it does not make me so upset.
I hope he doesn't kill his self no matter how hard his problem. I wonder how he can get deeper into gambling that makes him losing much money. Before he played, he should know that gambling is a very dangerous and very risky and no one can survive in the gambling for a short time or long time. He can win bigger money in any second, but he could also lose everything in the next rolls.