Thanx for the support and feedbacks. I have really sorted myself out in the past few months.
Making plans for the future, going out with friends and family, taking a walk at the park & basically trying to enjoy the simple things in life.
The gambling took a lot from me but i was conscious enough to not let it sink me to the bottom.
I still got plenty enough to get by and in the mean time look for jobs .
I understand that there may be many who have gone through what i have and sadly like some of you said ' You dont really learn this kind of things until you go through the experience itself'.
I kind of suspected that you still have enough, and I'm glad I was right. Even when we lose what we can afford to, we still feel bad if that amount was big. The most important thing in this situation is to stop chasing your losses (it's a good thing to do at any point) because you are risking to lose much more than you can afford otherwise. It's much easy to say than to do it in reality, but you've managed to do the right thing, and now you can serve as a good example for others.