Thanx for the support and feedbacks. I have really sorted myself out in the past few months.
Making plans for the future, going out with friends and family, taking a walk at the park & basically trying to enjoy the simple things in life.
The gambling took a lot from me but i was conscious enough to not let it sink me to the bottom.
I still got plenty enough to get by and in the mean time look for jobs .
I understand that there may be many who have gone through what i have and sadly like some of you said ' You dont really learn this kind of things until you go through the experience itself'.
I think it is good that you are trying to search for a job in real life now, because you would be able to keep yourself busy with the job and have less time to think about gambling. You could also try to bring your family members out for a holiday trip once you receive the salary from your new job, as I believe spending more time with your family members would also help you to stay away from gambling.