it seems like the cryptospace is changing your life. you need a break. you need a triple serious deliverance to cure your situation. also you need to stay away from the internet. it might help you alot. try sell off your laptops and gadget. you can lend it out for awhile. then try to join any pee group and learn how to socialize. this will help you a lot. you are really far from change.
trade can change a person's life, this often happens if we don't do it in a balanced manner so that trading does not take up all of our time so that we don't experience stress, crypto trading really requires full concentration to get profit.
For some it did for the better. I know a few people who raked up millions already from years of trading. But for some, it went like an addiction with their entire time spent in front of the charts. We know this won't be well since you have to have time for yourself and your family. It was a consistent reason of argument for him and his wife.
The more you spend your time in market in front of the charts the more you will gain experience and it will never go wasted, it will improve your trading skills and will help you make more profit, a trader become professional trader when he leaves his worries, emotions and his stress away before getting in market, as I personally become so patient by nature because of trading.
The more time you engage into anything will really give you out such confidence and those pressure and anxiety of yours will slowly fade as the time goes by.
Trading is no different, longer periods of engagement will built out experience and skills on the long run which is really an advantage for you.We know that trading is capable on giving out possible
income for long term because this do basically need skills for you to sustain.