Well done mate you are a real hero.
If I were you when I were in a loss, I would be totally depressed and stopped gambling anymore. And of course by doing that I would be possibly in a loss but you took your risk and got your money back. I hope that you got a lesson from that as well.
What lesson he will get after doing that? Simply he must recover his losses on same day with bigger bets ? Or should he avoid to gambling with much money so he will not lose big amount?
Worrying,thrill is there when you do know that you are risking your entire bankroll.
I ever closed my eyes before bet all in with my all bankroll
I do even neither close my eyes or turn off my monitor when going all in.I guess most gamblers do experience such scenario or situation with gambling.
Going all due to your impulsive emotion towards it or simply you do chase up loses most of the time but there were times that people going all in when they hoping for some good profits but we arent lucky anytime this is why most gamblers got broke.