Holy crap that's one huge wall of text. Probably format it better next time.
It's a bummer. But you know that solicitation/begging isn't allowed here right? I'm not saying that you're 100% lying, but it really didn't surprise me to find such a quote on the end of your "bitcoin adventures".
didn't know . im not good a literacy, don't know how to format. Ive posed a much worse begging post bitcoin santa and was never informed . the rules must.of changed and ill remove that quote.