It's not trolling. I genuinely believe you need help. For someone to be as consumed by this as you are, it clearly highlights something is wrong.
If it were me I would have noticed that barely anyone has made one supportive comment throughout the weeks this has been going on. And that on a place with thousands of deeply experienced people who've seen and done it all. I would take that as a sign of some sort. Not sure what.
But if continuing on this crusade makes OP happy then I'm all for it.