If you were in dire need of cash, I guess you are excused.
Sure, I certainly wouldn't criticize someone for selling bitcoin to free up some cash if they really need it. However, it seems like OP invested in bitcoin when he should have had a cash reserve for emergencies--this is exactly what sets up selling like this. People buy bitcoin with money that they can't afford to lose
and might need in a relatively short period of time.
I'm actually in a similar situation right now, but I'm only letting go of a small amount of btc and it's not because I absolutely need the money to live. I'm trying to buy that damn e-bike, and I've pretty much given up on the hope that I'll find a bicycle retailer who'd accept bitcoin. Anyway, good luck to OP.