About 10 years ago I had my own business that brought me enough money and pleasure as I worked for myself. After a while I went bankrupt because technology was constantly evolving and there was no demand for my products.
Since then, I have worked in a lot of organizations, but I have not experienced this kind of pleasure anymore. To this day, I remember that time as the best. Though it is harder to work for myself, but also pleasure such work brings more especially when you achieve some success.
I am truly sorry to hear that you business eventually failed, but at least you had a chance to experience that kind of joy at one point in your life.

I don't think many could say the same, unfortunately. Maybe something good awaits you again soon, who knows.

Just stay open minded, I guess.

I was fortunate enough to find the job I actually grow to like more every day (or should I say the job found me?

) and I am so grateful for that. I wish you all the same luck as I had, and even more. *fingers crossed*