This has to be the most insightful post I've read today. Firstly, I'm sorry about how things turned out for you this year. It hasn't really been a good year for most people. I'm talking about lost jobs, death of loved ones etc.
the only good way to earn in is life is by working : blood ,sweet and tears
I've always know this fact. In life, nothing good has ever came easy. There was efforts and some struggle that went in before it yielded results. This is something must people don't learn. They just want to be rich quick, with little to no efforts.
In spite of everyday that has happened, I really think you shouldn't give up yet. There's always room for things to get better ; for things to change. We just have to keep moving. One day at a time. Don't forget to be grateful and celebrate small wins too (like the fact that you're still alive.) not many people have life right now.