Here is how 2020 went for me :

January ... lost my tooth went to dentist ,she should have fix it ,payed money still didn't heard from her not even now
February... pandemic started
March ... lost my job
April ... Girlfriend dumped me for good do to fact i am poor and she was only interested in money
May - June ... Lost all my savings at the casinos after lockdown do to fact i entered a depression
Don't push yourself to hard you, you can start again and make thing rights, Life is full of trials and worst things is expected to happen. Don't give up, time will pass i know you can still be happy and make things back to normal.