Close. I think rather well of housewives and chaste girls. It's just that there are so few of them. I even like trashy chicks until they start to lose their looks and conveniently get ex-slutty (at least in public). My mom prolly did me a disservice by being such a good example and setting the bar too high.
Are you hot for your mom or something? Geez, dude, your problems are worse than I could imagine. My mother was beautiful, but even
thinking about her in comparison to women I am/have been sexually active with feels bizarre, to say the least.
Your mother is your primary female role model whether you chose to acknowledge that or not. Mom was a keeper, which explains why Dad kept her. My ex wasn't so I didn't. I don't hate women. It's just a fact that the ones available to me are unsuitable for long term commitment. I'm not crying about it. I enjoy the variety.