The good thing is that it didn't make you feel stooping below the ground for long but it makes you feel you can do it again. I really like the character of yours man, the willingness to win, and that willingness not to give up, kudos.
That is the good characteristic of a person if he or she really wants to earn money or win the game, you should not be contented of losing, that is not a good thing, just try it again, there are some instances that you may acquire the prizes because of trying. Failing once is normal, failing again, that's good, always remember and keep it in our mind that in gambling we can not assure that the luck will always be on our side. Just accept the fact that you may lose it, but don't b mad with it, try to assess the situation, and how some other gambler wins the game.
unfortunately if you always lose and always try then it will make you addicted to the gambling place and that means it will make you unable to think clearly and as much as possible to try to return the funds that have been used or used for gambling and do not care in any way to remain gambling, so be careful when gambling as much as possible to control your emotions and patience.