if you are saying that you have struggled already for 2 years? the way you talk and describe your life ? if you can only try to live simpler and make money in smaller living then you'll be living better now.
I wish you'd see the condition and the state of my current living.
Tell you what, You are involving in Playing Gambling right? if you will admit this then you will be having some help for me personally but if not? then sorry ..
A new site I started, iConvo.com just got deleted by the host because I couldn't pay $20. So, where would I see money to play gambling. No!