But did I get a thank you from 1xbit, or at least acknowledgement for my effort? I don't think so.
We appreciate your approach to this forum, yet we think that sometimes you are getting consumed by btt.
Honestly, I don't care what you think about my approach to this forum. Truth and justice are all that matters to me and what I fight for. Like Superman!

If that seems obsessive to you, it's not my problem.
You're right, it's not anyone's problem in this forum that you think you're a superman.
However, your relatives and most of all you by yourself should help yourself and report it to a specialist before it is too late.
Such things can be healed, at least partially.