Why does it seem to me that I have already read this somewhere, and the topic is very familiar?
How many times have you left the forum, and what account do you have.
Immediately after reading op, it occurred to me that I have read something similar. When I saw your reply I smiled. Could it also be a mere coincidence?
Well, op you don't need to give up but you have to carefully reexamine what you have been doing and failing, this time do something different and right. You cannot keep doing same thing same way and expect a different result.
Pause!
Learn!
Restart!