It’s been a while I’ve felt like this, feels bad, disgusting but nothing new. I am faking 30 years old, when you get 30 and until you get there life is not going to get better, you are going to feel and get to know a lot of bad shit, meet a lot of shit people and get more and more disappointed in what the world is like.
I once knew a guy that dated strippers and then complained that all of his girlfriends were whores. Intelligent, honest, good people do exist, but you're probably not associating with the right people or in the right place. The world can be a great place once you get out of our dirty, consumerism-obsessed cities.