I just feel like there is an upside of having fun and since I am losing only a tiny amount of money that doesn't hurt me at all, and accept defeat before I even start, it doesn't hurt me anymore.
Thats how it should be. Having less expectation to win and prepared to lose your money wont hurt much because you're already aware of the possible outcome and just enjoying the game. If you pressure yourself to win and spend the money that you cant afford to lose, that will be the start for a gambler to be in trouble after. Its either because of huge loss or becoming addicted for not having a limit.