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In my early years of experiences in gambling, I always think that I will gamble to win big amount of money. This kind of mindset is really frustrating whenever you reached a balance of 0. It's really frustrating and sometimes it stresses me out. But recently, I realized that I should not play like that. And for many months and year to come, I am planning to play just to have fun of it (of course only if I afford to lose it)
You do not really have to worry too much about it, it is very natural that for the people which do not understand the true nature of gambling they harbor those kind of feelings, it isn't until they read more about the topic or they experience several losses in which they begin to change their views about gambling, and as long as you did not lost an amount of money that you cannot afford to lose then everything is fine, because from now on you are going to gamble in a very healthy way.