Why I requested everyone to remove me from their trust list?
I lost faith from the trust system, I am sorry.
Marlboroza tried that,
it didn't work. Many people are unhappy with the Trust system, but in my opinion you can't fix a decentralized system by making it less decentralized. If the wrong people abandon the system, it gets worse, not better.
Everything was going as planned until Poker Player decided to break the trust that I had for him.
With each additional person who knows a secret, the chance of it leaking increases. Eventually, it becomes inevitable. I think Poker Player has a point here:
I, who did not promise to keep the secret (I was simply asked for) am going to confirm that
There's a difference between being told a secret with the request to keep it a secret, and promising to keep it a secret before you're told said secret.
I was in depression because I was too attached with everything related to save the forum reputation. I was too depressed that I had to consult with doctor and was taking treatments.
That sucks

Give it time, give it some distance.
FWIW: Royse777: I still stand by
this:
To me, it sounds like "Lucy" got the idea to create a casino without having funding for a bankroll and promotion. I've seen people like that, also in real life. Typically, the promises keep piling up and it's always "tomorrow" or "in a few days" to keep you waiting without coming through. People like that can be very convincing, and I've seen many people fall for that for a long time. By the time they've had enough, others get stuck in the same web of lies and it continues to make new victims.
For what it's worth: I believe you (Royse777) didn't have bad intentions. But I also believe you messed up big time by not seeing the red flags. If a campaign can't be paid up-front, and if the campaign manager has to pay for things out of his own pocket, you can bet there's no money in the casino. The moment the campaign couldn't be paid should have been the moment to put the campaign on HOLD. As an experienced campaign manager, you should have seen the red flags. By continuing the promotion with your forum reputation tied to it, I can imagine that made people believe the site could be trusted.
I think you waited too long to pull the plug, and you waited too long to come clean here. I wish you the best though.
I don't think that's right. I don't think that's how you rebuild reputation. I think being honest is how you rebuild reputation.
Agreed. Mistakes were made, even if they were unintentional.