No one can tell when death and change will come. There is a proverb - don't be afraid of the clouds, remember that the sun is peeking out from behind the clouds. Many world famous people have failed in their first attempt but the pain of failure does not deter anyone. Forget the past and focus on yourself first, don't care what others think about you. I've noticed that the forum has given a lot of great guidance. You can follow the instructions from there. Be diligent, develop the mindset to get up when you fall suddenly to keep the pace of life going. So prepare yourself humanly, set a goal in life and take slow and resolve to move forward. Success is staring at you.
Financial struggles can affect ones state of mind and even cause them to make rash decisions on themselves. Everyone is trying their best to live through this storm of life, setbacks unendingly will arise in the process, they tend to make you feel disgusted and disappointed. Sometimes you may feel like you've exhausted all your options and steps to take but you just have to try harder. Be relentless, don't be ashamed of mistakes, mistakes would always be made but in the process of life, there's always room for corrections.
Every new day, one wakes up to new challenges with a whole new different method to jumping through it. A timid and scared mind won't be able to face it, surviving is all about the depth of our toughness, its randomly said that there's no joy anywhere, everybody's eyes are red and anyone that loose guard or go off the track will have to face the consequences. Do well to have with you as many strategies to overcoming life as you can because they'll so much be handy in the shortest possible time.