Same as you, I still use my first ever bitcoin wallet, and I see my transactions in the past. I would say that I should save more or don't use those bitcoins or satoshis. I should do more holdings than use them for my own good, because I'm aware that yes, I invest in bitcoin, but as long as I earn from my holdings, I convert them right away with the excitement that I could buy the things that I need and want. In the past, I lacked future sight or planning for the future. That's why I focus on earning and spending, which I regret that I do.
So now I do more investing than spending the profit that I get from investing in bitcoin, and I have more holdings now than before. The history of my transactions will be my motivation to do better and think wisely before spending my assets.
That was me a 3 or 4 years ago, was always so busy about thinking of what could've happened and what could've I done differently with those bitcoin transactions that I've done in the past but I've learned to be better, better not to worry about that stuff anymore because it's already gone, it's not a benefit to me to think of it anymore. I just became a better person and learned how to spend that bitcoin wisely and currently, I'm still hodling because of that, I'm happy hodling a large amount of satoshis already so it's a good thing that I continue to learn something new. I also do more investing much more than ever and I think that it's going to be that way for a long time and I know that I'm going to increase my investment as my career also progresses.