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Quote from: Broly46 on February 26, 2024, 12:40:58 AM

Idk how to get start with this, but I cant think of anything to do except wasting my remaining life away while my energy getting drain slowly, idk how many of you still living, not get killed in pandemic, but allow me to brief about myself.

Did you all noticed that the viruses nowadays are like stronger than ever? After this covid-19 hit the world, the viruses that are hitting our bodies seems to be different and it takes a longer time before our immune system recovers from it. I hate it honestly, and right now I am sick as well for how many days already and I am just taking a whole rest in my house. Even if I want to do a lot of things, I just can't. I am not getting any younger and this is also giving me the idea that I should take care of my body unlike before that I feel like I am invulnerable to these sicknesses and viruses.

Don't waste your life, I know how frustrating it is with whatever you're dealing right now. But don't decide to do it because there is no one that's going to come and tell you that you should end but only your evil thoughts. If you're getting drained slowly, take morning walks, drink some hot coffee or cold drinks whichever is preferable on your condition. I've been drinking a lot of hot drinks but I seem to never recover for several days. I'm not losing hope but I just hate it that this has stopped me doing my errands and things that I have to do during my free time together with my family. Now, it is my wife that has contained the virus with me, we can't go outside and we think of this as just a normal flu but I think that I am already on the end game of this sickness.

i personally talk to a doctor, I means real highly reputable doctor, i wont reveal the identity of the doctor but I'm very certain he didnt lied to me, he told me he was too get covid-ed, but he was lucky enough to get well, idk what he did to get back, it must be some undertaking for him, but he told me, it feel like he would have a long effect, possibly adverse long time effects, obviously I cant say much about that, he say it based off his very own knowledges and experience after treating up to thousands of people of their disease. take this info where you see fit.

I haven't gone out to check a doctor for a check up because I am totally wasted right now. I cough and my throat is hurting every time I have it. I just want to be gone but you know, we have to survive this and we're no longer living for ourselves but to our family. It's just sad that you're in a different situation based on how you've explained your status right now.

There really is still the thought about doctors making a lie about our sicknesses and when they give an explanation, sometimes we're doubting it because we've been reading too much conspiracies. I still have trust in them but of course to the ones that I do really trust. It's hard to get onto it when you're just on your own, no one's going to take care of you and even crawling means taking a water, I'd do that. Undecided