Quote from: OneDown on Today at 05:37:31 PM

Sorry to hear of your current situation Frank, no one should have to go through all of this in such a short period of time. I wish you the best of luck sir. I sent a donation to your address, let me know if you need anything else.

Thank you to you and aoluain as well.

Yeah, just one thing after the next. All the while I have to work and go into meetings and act like nothing is going on and pretend that everything is okay. "How was your weekend bro?" "Oh it was great, just relaxed." (The true internal thought: "Well, I bicycled to the bay and sat on the dock looking out at the water and cried for several hours, then biked back home and fell asleep...)

I have legitimately wondered if I'm in a coma. Which is basically like depersonalization, I guess. Then I watched that movie "The Shift" and that actually really shook me up because it made me think maybe that happened - maybe my wife got shifted into a different reality or something. In truth, none of that is real, and it's just a terrible situation. Ultimately I think I am being refined and that ten years from now I'll look back on all this and understand why I had to go through it all. It's taken me a lot of time to get to that mentality.