But I didn't realize when the greed started in me and since then my dividends and capital have been in losses and huge deficits. But for fear of losing the whole capital I refrained from gambling, and after retiring for two to three days I made a small profit when I entered the winnings.
Gambling will be very dangerous if someone is greedy and cannot control their emotions and finances. What you are experiencing is what most gambling addicts experience. But luckily you still have good emotional control so you choose to stop gambling for a few days. You can feel that you have been free from addiction. Most gamblers who fail to control their emotions end up in debt and experience big losses that destroy their lives and their families. For emotional people it is important to control their emotions first. Because you will really lose if you are in an emotional state.
Emotional is something that makes us possibly become passionate, of course to be able to get victory in gambling. But unfortunately, when emotions become difficult to control then usually we also only bet based on emotions and not based on good calculations. Therefore, when you are experiencing emotions then you will get a defeat because after all, basically you are also not aware of it because you are affected by the results you are experiencing in betting.
So yes, in essence try to always have good awareness in gambling because at least, when you have good awareness then you will also have good calculations too. About, whether to continue or stop or maybe, adjust to the money and odds used.