I totally get where you're coming from! Procrastination used to be my biggest enemy, but I started breaking my goals into smaller tasks, and that really helped me stay focused. I’ve also found that surrounding myself with driven friends has been a game changer. Their hustle motivates me to push myself harder. As for fear of failure, I’ve learned that every setback is just a stepping stone, so I try to embrace the lessons instead of dwelling on what went wrong.
This is very nice of you, see if you have time, work hard in it, earn money and use it, but don't take too much and useless things that will not benefit you. You should also spend time with your friends, but the friends should be good ones from which you can learn something from them. If you live like this, there will come a day when you will be proud of yourself and that day will be your success. I believe that every human being should follow that which will make him feel good and also be good in the eyes of others. But in this era, this thing is considered useless and because of shame, some people can't do anything with it, but like you, it should be attached to everyone, which will make everyone's life better.
Working hard is indeed one way to make money and what you convey is very appropriate we must be able to use the income we have well and not use it for things that are not useful, by gathering with friends who will be able to make us develop for the better, of course it is very important and also we can motivate each other to continue to develop ourselves to be better than before.
When we have achieved what we want, of course we will remember that the process of achieving success is not an easy thing and we must be happy with what we have got, but if we do nothing, of course, it will make us far behind everyone so that it is difficult for us to achieve success like others have gotten.