I suppose there is a psychological effect of losing a larger amount. That is, losing $100 on one bet will be psychologically perceived as more painful than losing the same amount on 10 bets. So, I believe that your peaceful game is nothing more than a figment of your imagination. But even if it is, there is nothing wrong with it. Now you perceive the gameplay more easily, which reduces unnecessary stress.
As for the profitability of betting $100 on 10 games, the diversification effect may be at work. The more bets, the higher the probability that one or more of them will be especially successful, but at the same time a smaller amount is spent on the bet itself ($10, not $100).
Also even if you bet and loss a 100$ (or any bit amount according to your portfolio) you will feel sad for the day and as the time passes the emotions will down and eventually the person will forget about the loss. However, the question is that why we put ourselves in such a situation where we have to regret?
Gambling can only be a fun, entertainment and money making opportunity, only if one focuses on risk management and portfolio management, even before actually starting to gamble. If you gamble without any plan, you may never feel relaxed and satisfied.