Move on, learn from it, move forward, make some adjustments, focus more on save and invest rather than gambling.

I know it's hard to do all these things especially the "move on" aspect of life, but that's what you can do for now. You can't bring back what's done already. What you can do now is to build for your future. You've created mistakes in the past, and as long as you learned from it then make some adjustments on your life, make better decisions going through and build your future. I know it's hard to get addicted in both drugs and gambling, and even though I myself didn't experience getting addicted to either of the two, I've seen the effects of it on other people, and it really doesn't have any benefits to the person. It's all negatives.

Right now, it's good that you're still under Duelbits signature campaign, and that at least gives you a weekly income that would help you rebuild your life, and your future. Take one step at a time because you will be overwhelmed when you solve it all at once and if you don't focus on one problem, but focused on all at the same time, you might end up not solving any of them. Shasan already responded here, so maybe talking with him might help you in recovering in life. We can't help you financially, but with the advice that we gave to you, we hope that you will come back stronger, make better decisions, and forget gambling. PLEASE DON'T GAMBLE ESPECIALLY IF YOU CAN'T CONTROL YOURSELF.

Hope you're fine OP, and like others, we wish you a good luck.