@GxSTxV, as long as he can breathe, a human cannot be free from problems, it's just that the problems they face are big and small, but you have to believe that for every trial and problem there is a way out, Right now you are hallucinating which is more directed towards negative things, believe me you can solve all of that, money often plunges people into an abyss.

Remember in this world everyone has debt, whether online or offline, as long as you have the desire and willingness to pay all debts, there must be a way out, right now you are addicted to gambling, For now, try to focus on the income you get and focus on paying off debts, provided that you have to remove and delete all gambling sites on your laptop or Android, Resolve to forget about getting rid of your gambling addiction in the way I said above.

After you do this, focus on resolving the burden you are facing, you still have time to pay off the loan, at least with the remaining time you can pay off some of your debt, remember, don't think about anything that can destroy yourself, I've known @shasan for a long time, he's a good person and understands situations and circumstances, communicate well with @shasan he will understand your current situation, the point is don't run away from problems, face every problem with a cool and calm head, I am sure and believe you can solve the problems you are currently facing, keep thinking wisely and positively, everything can be resolved perfectly, believe in yourself that you can solve it all, believe in yourself.