I am very sorry for your mother. Pray for her and have hope that she is peaceful and free in Heaven.
As for your coin: I don't think it's a good idea to start a coin without the community and VC in the modern era. People create thousands of memecoins & shitcoins daily, the market is overloaded. I suggest you should focus on Top 10 solid L1 & L2. There is still space for growth. Also check out HEX - it's the coin designed to be a store of value and it has very vibrant and active community.
Good luck.
Thank you very much for your affection, mam, for your feelings.
I will continue my projects tirelessly, obsessively in my crypto projects and companies. I want to add value, innovation and variety to the global system. Thank you very much for your contribution.