so now you want people to give you funds with no plan at all... YOU ARE DESPERATE. get a job, stop scamming

again you are not worthy of being a funds manager.. stop pretending.. your not good at it. you got called out, accept your failure and try to improve your life instead of scrounging off of others

if no one locally to you would give you a loan, help find you a job, offer you an opportunity, then it reveals alot about you as a person. no stranger from a remote location would dare trust you. accept your defeat and try to do something right for yourself