It is a big mistake on my part and I really regret sending PM. It's not like I love sending PM it's just that I don't have someone to ask for help. It's not the first time I take a loan from shasan and I did pay the previous loan.
I guess thast you avoided publically asking for a loan due your previous loan history where you were taking loans to repy loans etc, but I guess you didn't learn much from what since you wetn even step further by senging unsolictied PMs and asking bascially random members for a loan.
Let's see if you learned your lesson now.
Nakamura12 trust history is filled with loans. About 5 neutral feedbacks is about taking loans, delay in repayment, taking a loan to offset the other. This is not a good one for you. I hope you have learnt your lessons. If you are truly in a bad stage of your life that you need money so badly, you can consider to create a thread in reputation, you can get a donation. Alternatively a campaign manager could hire you and just one week payment could relief you of the burden of asking for $5, $10 randomly.