I think your obsession is shallow, you need to quit being an observer and get into the game.
Have you invested some cold cash into Bitcoin yet? I think you should take your admiration and obsession a step further and own some stashes of Bitcoin for yourself, that way, you'll deepen the love and obsession in Bitcoin and learn more about it as you advance in your accumulation journey.
All your theoretical learning wouldn't be sufficient or effective if those learnings are not done practically, so get actionable about your admiration of Bitcoin
You're right because you going to play computer games and watching YouTube online doesn't make you obsessed with Bitcoin the fact of the matter is that you have to put your money where your interest is so if you are really obsessed with Bitcoin then start investing in Bitcoin as it's the future of crypto currency in the world because Bitcoin is one thing that has changed the lives of many through investment, your obsession with Bitcoin is still at the peripheral level because anything that you are obsessed about you will do anything possible to make sure that you lay hold on it.
Investment in Bitcoin is the best way to show your obsession that is when people around you will really believe that you are truly in love with Bitcoin because Bitcoin investment is one of the most promising investments that the return on investment is huge due to the fact that Bitcoin growth rate is second to non in the world of crypto currency
I do invest, but due to privacy reasons I don’t like to talk about that stuff, I think advertising you invest makes me a target some what. Or I’m paranoid, either way. I prefer to discuss my obsessive/enthuastic tendencies that don’t involve spending money or my income.