Long story short:
Yesterday i had to take bus to travel to another city the weather was kind of bad and was kind of late i had bad feeling too and i was feeling tired and my first idea was to not take that bus something inside me told me that it's not good idea to take bus,but then anyways against my gut feeling i decided to go bus station and i did bought the ticket so i went to bus stop and what happens next is grazy.....Im shocked i was waiting the bus and bus did not appeared i was even on right time little early there but i did not seen the bus so i was waiting and then i went to ticket office customer service....and i started to shouting over the counter i want my money back because bus did not arrived so the ticket officer asked me is that sure that bus did not showed up on bus on the exacly bus stop the bus number what was on ticket and i did went there exacly but i did not see any bus coming...so the ticket officer ordered sercurity guard to check camera and time to make sure If bus was there or not so they checked camera and it show's the bus was there so they told sorry it's my fault i just missed that bus or Im grazy because the bus was right there.

So i was angry confused and disapointed that i missed that bus and i was wondering how the hell i did not seen and other thing is that i did not seen that anyone else did go on board this bus what i remember is that we was waiting with few people and the bus stop was empty.
......later i heard on the news the same bus had the accident with another car and few people got serious injury of that.

Now Im thinking ......are there some higher forces above us? Or what it is?
I can't explain but on that moment few more things went like strange can anyone explain what a hell it was ?
If that's the case there is a lot things about our life wich we don't have control we think with our own EGO and human minds that we are powrful and know a lot and control a lot things but situation like this show's just how little we Are and there is some way higher powers over us to control.

And i have many questions why i need to be saved of this and what happened on that exacly very moment it's like i went black out i felt sick and headache started aswell and i remember very exacly i saw the empty bus stop i told that but it sounds like im grazy but all i remember is that i saw empty bus stop while cameras show's that people went on bus and i was only one who was missing the question is can our brain swich the pictuere what we see some how ? I have a lot questions now can anyone really smart explain to me ?