OP - are you sure it was deleted? Or are you trying to extort Bitcoingirl to pay for a therapist?

It's a 2way trip i guess, i'll get a story of their service at least...
Staying on topic doesn't guarantee that the post will not be deleted. The OP can act however they want. Therefore, if you are afraid that your post will be deleted, you shouldn't use self moderated threads, except in rare cases.
I didn't expect it to be deleted, but for some reason it was.