Now I'm confused why I will always miss betting the one that will work but never miss betting the matched that will fail, it has happened countless times. Does it mean there are forces somewhere making this to happen? Does superstitious belief work in gambling?
Why confused? You just missed out on you luck that's it.
If you bet again with confidence you might still win, and if you bet again when you feel reluctant you can still lose. There is no correlation of gambling to superstitious belief, if you never hard that mentality dont start now. It will make you lose even more.