.........................My question is: Will this feeling ever get better? Right now, it feels like this loss is hollowing me out from the inside, and I don’t know how to move forward.
If you have family members,relatives or friends who are also suffering the same loss as you are it would be best meeting and talking about things to share the load. Grief is the heaviest burden to carry alone so if there are others to help you carry this until time heals then find them as soon as possible.